In me as me
And then she thought, what if I’m not supposed to die completely, but just to the old ways? What if The Source of All Existence is in me as me? If I die to the ego..am I cutting off TSOAE’s expression in me as me? How would TSOAE live in me as me.. I guess I’m about to find out 
Many years later, and a failed marriage…
The TSOAE lives as someone who stumbles, who fails, who succeeds, who has better days than others, who gets angry, who loves beyond measure, who keeps getting back up before falling down again…LOL!! And learns more compassion towards others every day….. 