These were written pre-Johnjohn, during another very difficult time.  They are very religious in tone - can’t help that, having been a baptist minister’s daughter… :).   They are heartfelt and searching.  And as I read go back over them from time to time, I realize that the experiences then were only the tip of an ever infinitely increasing in size iceberg, haha.  I thought I knew a lot then, but I realize now that (and quoting Alistair Sim from the 1951 version of A Christmas Carol):

I don’t know anything, I never did know anything…But now I know that I don’t know….

Here is the video, just for fun!

And with that, I endeavour to reach higher:

..and always remember, no matter what I learn, that I still don’t know anything.. :)